Went to smiths today and saw Nate K.
I miss my 3 amigos.
Nate always knows how to make me laugh on a day like this.
It gets me through.
I hope I can do this.
I’m so beyond stressed.
So the laughing was nice.
I drove away with a smile, but the closer I got to home the smile faded.
I had a few moments of escape.
But I come home and its back to being mommy on top of studying for finals.
I’ve basically come to the conclusion I probably wont make it through college.
And as of right now, I really miss Darrik.
I just want him to curl up to me and kiss my neck like he does that sends goosebumps to my toes..
Ugh. Why’d things have to go so wrong…?
I just can’t catch a break.
I can’t wait to be graduated already, so I can go stay with my brother.
And just get away…